Thursday, April 10, 2003


I thought she wanted more
But now I think of it
She doesn’t
I am her friend, of course
But why does she use that tone
And why does everything have to be
Second guessed?
I’m ok with it, she rings true to form.

Its all good I say
The fact that my life pattern is working out the way it should

Not to say that I still don’t think of her
Dream of her
She is there sometimes
Just when I don’t expect it
I was thinking
Of a moment
Where her and I
Could just laugh
And get along
That day will come
Not yet

Wednesday, April 09, 2003

Walking The Mall

Things have changed
She looked the other way
Not that I didn’t mind
Would have been a little different
If she hadn’t broken my heart
Which is on the mend.
But I don’t know what to think anymore
Seems like all is lost
But it really isn’t.
And when I engage conversation
With someone else
Seems a dead loss
As I walk the mall alone again
My thoughts are with her
And think about what could have been
A song comes into my brain
Don’t worry be happy
But how can you overcome these things
The pretty sales girls flicker their eyes
And want me to buy mobile phones
They smile at you cause they want to sell
And I’m not even interested
Just material value
I think about things again
The time spent, the time invested
Hoping all is not lost
But I fear that it is
Is there someone for everyone?
Or is that just a myth?
I think there is someone for everyone
But that someone is not always


Tuesday, April 08, 2003

Nothing is happening

i don't feel any excitement !

she's in a bad mood

she's allowed to be i suppose

whats meant to be is meant to be

fuck how boring am i today?!?!?!

Monday, April 07, 2003

why is she so tentative?

is it fear of the unknown

sometimes relationships can be hard to get over..

live for today. forget about yesterday!

Sunday, April 06, 2003

check out this other poetry site

she wants me to call her ' Ruby '

but i think you can work it out for yourself

she's a cool poet and my friend too.. (:

have fun, play nice.
she was beautiful
pointed out to me by a dear friend
we talked

i'm transfixed..(: