Thursday, March 20, 2003

can't believe i got myself in such a mess

thats why i have an IRISH name.. no Offence but bloody hell ! Bigoira !

she proberly has every right to be pissed off with me
Now i gotta wear it.

I don't want to hurt her...

Had an argement about ' Friendship ' with another
She said " Her Ideals are different to mine "
can't deal with this..

this has been the worst week in Kemporalia History

but i am happy?!?!... explain that !

I think its because i get to see Mr and Mrs G's new baby
its put some light in the day..(:

Wednesday, March 19, 2003

today i am hurt......

cause she won't talk to me

she said never again

i think i need to write a song

Tuesday, March 18, 2003

* Cooking for the Girl ( or lack of ) in my life

Heat the oil in a pan and fry the diced onions for 2 minutes, add the Patak's Tikka Masala Curry Paste and chopped tomatoes and continue to cook for a further 5 - 10 minutes. Add the butter, cream, sugar and salt and cook for a further 2 minutes adding a little water if necessary. Add the cooked chicken to this sauce and cook for a few more minutes until the chicken is well coated in the sauce and warmed through.

Note : Thanks to Flami ( in Canada ) for giving her own version of the kemporalia ( i thought it was so sweet ! )

ok my angst for the day

I spoke to her friend
I really love her alot
didn't expect the message to go to her
I said what i thought but it was pure emotion
why is she still treating me like this
our morning last week was so beautiful
she touched me and caressed me like she cared
she needs to tell me she loves me
she was the first to do so way back when
i want her again, but she is resisting
why ?.. another agenda
I've been there for her cause i wanted to
Now she needs to be there for me
If she wants to.

Monday, March 17, 2003

Phone Love

You tell me

Cause I know that you love me


Will u reply to the message that I send

What was that you said?

Cause I didn’t understand a single word

Communication is down again

I try to talk to you

Never seem to get through

My connection to you

Is on message bank ……again!

Teenage Versus Years

The way you walk , the way you talk

It really bothers me

Too old to know

Too good to be true

Too old to know

I’ve only known you for a short while

But I know you’ve walked some miles

Maybe in a past life

I have walked them all with you?

Cause when you’re only 19

Can you tell me what this means

Is it because I see

Everything in you

And Everything in me?


We spoke yesterday, about things
About our time together
And it is cherished

I think the next step could be inevitable

I love being with her, don’t know why
She made me cry, I made her cry
We’ve been through a lot

But I still have to keep my distance
Maintain my sanity

There is someone for everyone
But not everyone for someone

Sunday, March 16, 2003

Next route : Phone Love
Next Route : Your only 19