Thursday, February 20, 2003

Il y a beaucoup de femme dans ma vie, quelques j'aime, quelques j'aime



Il y a un couple je suis totalement dans l'amour avec, mais ils ne m'aiment pas



Et un je ne devrais pas avoir le sexe avec mais elle est seulement si grand au lit!
You Meet someone, and then they leave.

She said to me “ You will leave me eventually “
I answered “ No I won’t “

But I did.

Now she is back again

Un-attainable.

She has decided to ‘leave me’ again

She left me?

Hassles?stress?worry?

Is that all there is left to Life?

That fucking annoys me.

Wednesday, February 19, 2003

Yesterday we spoke, only briefly
I was telling her of my prophecy
She seemed interested, gives me the time
I wonder, how much longer I can hold out
Hopefully not for too long
Sometimes I am needy, don’t know why
To connect, to be close to her
Time will tell, how close I get
The closer the better
But the more distant, the closer

Tuesday, February 18, 2003


Funny how it all revolves
She will take part in an evening
Something familiar ; which is nice
Like I have experienced it before

On the other hand
Pre-dinner plans didn’t quite workout
A night-cap ?. Definitely, not

Wonder what she is thinking ?
I have no idea
What are you up to ? I asked
Fair enough question
Obviously she has another agenda
We shall wait and see

Why are we drawn to them?
Good looks ? charm?
No, To live.
And try and be happy

Monday, February 17, 2003

She did it again
Obviously something better to do
But do I care?
Of course I do
Wouldn’t be me not to.
But the real question is?
Does it matter
Well, no it doesn’t.

She spoke to me yesterday
Every word seemed to mean something
I was lost, but she found me
Didn’t matter what I said
She has an answer for it
I like that
I like her
That’s as far as it goes
And that makes me happy

Sunday, February 16, 2003

She said “ How about a Rain-check?”

Later is better than never !