Thursday, January 23, 2003

Forever Yours, Forever mine
I forget in time, what it was
A Beginning to an end
The End seems inevitable
But that’s what I expected from you
I don’t expect anything else
But my feelings, intact
Abroad, on al lifeboat
Been saved, rescued
But too many times
From myself, and my circumstance
Everyday I think of her
How it could of happened
And then you come along
Another road to travel down
More distance, but less time
The time I put in has no bearing
Because I look at you and I see hope
No more lies, no more cheating
Just truth and Trust
The two T’s is all that matters
Striving for this
Aching for this
I know in myself its what I want
But then I am back again
Thinking of you with no hope
My only hope is that you will be with me
Its not to be……

Tuesday, January 21, 2003

this wheel ,it keeps turning

over and over , when will it stop ?

waiting, why ? it won't happen

but i try to convince myself that it will.

what if it does ?..... i have to go, I am compelled.

Monday, January 20, 2003

she said ' I think you have Mental Problems '

BRING IT ON.........

today, alone again
waiting, in anticipation
what will come of it ?
will I care ? what will happen?
One thing is for sure
she said " everything is back to normal "
for now
but foreever
in doubt
in love.

Sunday, January 19, 2003

am i still in love?

only time will tell.....