Saturday, December 28, 2002


just got a NEW guitar. and i've written a song - here goes

* If I kissed you goodbye
What does that mean?
does it mean that you still love me?
or is it a game you play?

I want nothing more to do...
I want nothing more to say...
I really couldn't give a FUCK anyway
about u..

Tuesday, December 24, 2002

Xmas Day 25th Dec 2002
Here she Goes- There She goes

She's home. Away from everything emotionally connected to her. I hear you ask ' Is she happy'. No she's not.
What would you do in that situation? If it happened to you?. I would proberly want to escape, run and hide. But she didn't. There is no explanation why, and in my eyes she had more to gain than lose. These things occur all the time and it happens to the people that we cherish and respect.
there is no rules, no boundries just two people that are drawn to the same thing, connecting. You can't take that away from someone, pretend everything is ok. Its not ok, and most of the time you are left feeling empty and sick, making yourself delve deeper and deeper into a spiralling emotional rollercoaster.
Stop, get off, thank the conducter for the ride and move on. You've had enough of the twists and turns.